my heart aches.

dear june,
please come as soon as possible.
thank you.

mini vacation.

i am so tired of waiting. but i’m learning that it’s my impatience, andmy wavering faith that is making this so hard. so, I don’t have the job I think i need right now. God knows what He has planned. and it’s definitely bigger than my plans. I’ll find out exactly when He wants me to know.

i’ve decided that whatever this is that I’m doing right now, this outofmycontrol waiting on circumstances I can’t change or manipulate, is no longer going to be torture. instead, i think i have been given a mini vacation. at least that’s how I’m choosing to look at it.

so until i get that answer, i’ll keep waiting and listening. and maybe a little in-town vacationing.

“i said madam, sir…

…curtsey, tea and crumpets…high noon…and…british officers?”

i love when i am the real, unmistakable, momcallsandcanhearmysmile kind of happy. even if it is somewhere like in the armpit of south carolina.

i can’t wait to be back. thank you for making this weekend exactly what i needed.

when I grow up…

i want to be a teacher. the kind that loves kids, and the kids love. the one that will make a true difference in their lives. the person they want to be like, at least a little, when they grow up.

hopefully that day will come sooner, rather than later.

this is a very patient time in life.